i love when i can being close with aeroplane

hi ? i'm nurin from malaysia , i wanted to be one of cabin crew but i'm still 17 . i also wearing hijab . so i know that i had no choice for choose what airline i get interested. i wanted to be saudi airlines but some of them who are a stewardess from malaysia said that saudi not intake of malaysia again. i'm not pretty at all but being flight attendant is one of my passion in my life <3 thankyou